Grain Overload & God's Grace

This past Thursday we received our first bucket of wheat berries - forty five pounds of it. :) In the past few days I've made biscuits, flour tortillas, chocolate chip cookies, and even bagels {which I think I need to boil a little longer next time as they were more "bready" than "bagely" - if that makes since. :) } So if you can't tell already, I have really been enjoying the new addition to my "maid staff" - the grain mill. She sits beautifully amongst all my other modern day appliances that make life just a tad bit easier. Which reminds me of a radio broadcast with Nancy Leigh Demoss titled "No Mundane Tasks" -definitely worth reading or listening too! Actually, that entire series on Proverbs 31 is edifying!! God has taught me so much through Nancy's teaching.

Work and school have been keeping Tony pretty busy! I am so grateful for the time we're able to spend together - even amongst all the studying. :) I do not always take on the task of helping him study joyfully ... it is not my most favoritest thing to do. But I know that even these moments are a gift from God and by HIS grace, I resolve to take the future times of helping my sweet husband to study with much delight!! Over the weekend we were able to spend some mall money we recieved for Christmas, take a three mile walk in the nice winter air, visit with our family, walk through the farmers market, enjoy a plate of sweet & hot chicken wings, have a Sunday afternoon nap, and eat Tamale's made by my dad. Sweet memories of togetherness!!

Sunday morning we ventured to the Sovereign Grace Church of Apex to hear CJ Mahaney speak. He spoke from James 4:1-2 What causes quarrels and what causes fights among you? Is it not this, that your passions are at war within you? You desire and do not have, so you murder. You covet and cannot obtain, so you fight and quarrel. You do not have, because you do not ask. Everyone can related to this passage of scripture because everyone is all too familiar with relational conflicts - particularly married couples. These conflicts are much worse, much simpler, and much easier to resolve than we think. We tend to trivialize and minimize our times of quarrels and fights ... but James uses some harsh language that proves otherwise - this is a serious sin against our Creator. The source of all conflict comes from within you!! (I would underline that word more than once, but blogger don't offer that feature). Your passions are at war ... You desire and do not have ... You covet and cannot obtain. You fight because you do not get what you want - whether that be affection, attention, power, vindication, comfort, a hassle-free life, etc. Cravings underlie conflicts!!!! Our sinful, selfish cravings! Oh how true this is! We are to examine our souls and by God's grace identify our sinful cravings and apologize. Humble yourself before the Lord and HE will exalt you. God's grace is much greater than our sin. If you confess your sins, HE is faithful and just to forgive you of your sins and to cleanse you from all unrighteousness. The ultimate conflict is between us and God and this is resolved by Jesus Christ's substitutionary death on the cross. What sweet hope and comfort this gives to the Christian! How kind of the Lord to give us this wisdom!