I have been reading One Thousand Gifts by Ann Voskamp as of late. Well worth the $4.99 to download it to my iBooks app on my iPod. It has been an excellent read thus far, and I can't recommend it enough. Just wanted to share a little snippet that I read last night.
To set the context, Ann is a mother of six. She had just been expressing much gratitude for all the beauties near and around her garden and kitchen: sunflowers, yellow finches, vases filled with flowers, quilted runner that her mama stitched for her... her heart is filled with joy as she gives thanks to God for all these "little" things.
Then her children come in for lunch - brothers start to bicker and shoot harsh glares across the table. One throws a piece of toast at the other. Ann's joy quickly begins to fade... now for the quote:
"How do I have the holy vision in this mess? How do I see grace, give thanks, find joy in this sin-stinking place?... God tries to gently drive the words of Caussade from the knowing of my head to the bleeding of the heart: You would be very ashamed if you knew what the experiences you call setbacks, upheavals, pointless disturbances, and tedious annoyances really are. You would realize that your complaints about them are nothing more nor less than blasphemies--though that never occurs to you. Nothing happens to you except by the will of God, and yet [God's] beloved children curse it because they do not know it for what it is.... What compels me to name these moments "upheavals & annoyances" instead of "grace and gift"? Why deprive myself of joy's oxygen?
...Really? I lay my head on the table. Do I really smother my own joy because I believe that anger achieves more than love? That Satan's way is more powerful, more practical, more fulfilling in my daily life than Jesus' way? Why else get angry? Isn't it because I think complaining, exasperation, and resentment will pound me up into the full life I really want?When I choose--and it is a choice--to crush joy with bitterness, am I not purposefully choosing to take the way of the Prince of Darkness? Choosing the angry way of Lucifer because I think it is more effective--more expedient--than giving thanks?
... [and there is always something to be grateful for]. Father, thank You for these two sons. Thank You for here and now. Thank You that You don't leave us in our mess. Thank you for toast. Thank you for cross-grace for this anger, for the hope of forgiveness and brothers and new mercies." I look for the ugly beautiful, count it as grace, transfigure the mess into joy with thanks..."
Obviously, the chapter goes on. I pray that these words will be an encouragement to you on this here Tuesday!! May our hearts be inclined to give thanks always!! And may King Jesus fill our hearts with much joy!!